a moment of peace

a moment with angel grace: december 30th, 2025

i wanna share everything with you. today has been so special! i woke up anxious but with a small gentle voice i told myself im doing a good job. And my therapy session will go well and once i say those words to her, i will feel free of the burdens of my shame those words held to me.

i laid my head down after my therapy session and i stretched my back. i decided i wanted to watch something with one of my siblings who had come into my room one minute before the session started. i gathered my drawing, writing, reading, && coloring things and brought it upstairs.

i began writing a story using the names i heard yesterday during work and some names i made up ❤ i came up with a challenge yesterday at work: what if i wrote a short short story each day using only the names i hear at work ! some of the names i heard were beautiful like DessySuava, Farwa, Alex, MerryLee, Kathy, Sara, someone i think looked like a Kim, Keely is a cute name too, and Winter! such precious names, i feel.

what i feel matters. so, i sat down at the couch in my living room and just wrote ! at first i was feeling like i needed the perfect setting for my character Alexis to sit at but then i realized writing has no rules ! so i wrote and it’s turning out beautiful! i began listening to a sweet playlist on my youtube. i’ve been making playlists of each day since the 28th of december, 2025 of all the things i watch that day!

after i found a good place to stop, i brought my ipad and phone into the kitchen and made breakfast ❤ it was a tasty cheezy bagel ❤ i continued listening to poetry and lovely things on the playlist.

im really glad im alive and making daily playlists. i get to look back on them and see what i enjoyed that specific day!

i’m also interested in recording my podcast again ❤ affirmations, what im doing in the day, paint with me podcast episodes/ “moments”. maybe the subtitle of my podcast can be “a moment with angel grace: paints!” 

 maybe i can also research things about self care and hug the person who’s listening. maybe i can talk about my interests and loves !