feeling really small and calm and happy like … i can feel the stress and anxiety leaving my body. i have this moment right now. in a car. heading to a job i love with a cup i’m going to fill with tea when i get there. that’s all i have. i don’t have fear of the future because i’m focusing on the present… the now! what a gift to have the now! i’m also focusing on the lovely people who are in my life, that includes me!!!, and and that’s so special 💓🫀

my paintings are true to me. they are about love and trauma and pain and the brightness that shines when i’m inside of abuse and out of it 🥹💓💓

love, january 5th angel !